It have been more than a year since I post here. Suddenly i have much thoughts and decided to pen it down:
When you are alone facing the cruelty of this society and
surroundings, you got to depend on yourself, you only can pour out your
grievances to the four walls, cry under your warm blanket silently, thinking
back of what has happened and why it happened. You want to express yourself but
you just can’t and you swallow every single unhappiness. You begin to feel
hopelessly helpless, as if the whole world is against you and nothing goes
right for you. You ask yourself WHY. But there is no answer. You can make
yourself feel a bit better by telling yourself that all this you are going
through is vital to build you up into a person of great strength and compassion,
so that when you have grown strong, you can encourage those people who is going
through what you have gone through. Nothing bad will last, like a lift, when it
goes down it will go up and so on. When you
are feeling down, angry but cannot express yourself, depressed and lonely,
remember the law of nature: Impermanence. Nothing will stay the same for long.
Brace up and face the world, as it is going to train you up into a stronger
person. Do not go astray by walking the wrong route, making unwholesome
thoughts and making the wrong choices. It is not easy not to be influenced by
negativity. As you face the society and the world, always have a firm moral
value that will act like a bright lamp to guide you along to the right path.
Remember, the law of nature.